Making a deal.

It's official, the deal is set in place. No more cutting. Part of me is very glad, part of me is not glad at all. I don't want to stop, but I will because I would do absolutely anything for her, including this. I don't think I could have.... I know I couldn't have stopped if she wasn't here with me. I just can't stand to see her like this, I love her far too much to let her get hurt. So if I can stop her by stopping myself, then thats just what I plan to do. I love her..