Internally Dead

I am broken. I haven't left the house all break I just miss her.. so much. I can't do anything.. I'm blocking everyone out. Not texting people back. Just sitting here, awaiting her phone call. I just want to hear her voice. I feel pathetic, so dependent. I had never been dependent on anyone before I met her and now i'm just completely lost without her. I guess thats the one downside to finding your other half, you can't live without it..