I miss you terribly my dear, I can't stand to live a day without you here. I knew these two weeks would be hard but I never imagined the pain I would have to endure, this bitter feeling, this sorrow drenched emotion. I am so lost without you so full of pain. I'm trying with every ounce of strength I have to not break the promise we made but it's very difficult with such a tempting blade. I won't though... I promised you and thats something I cannot break. I love you so much my dear and I always will.