Saturday, December 11, 2010

A Favorite Memory...

I guess one of my favorite memories would be the first day I ate lunch with Destany. We were texting all day and when lunch came she said I should come over to her so I did. I remember walking up and seeing her, with Zack of course and Jacob. They were the only people I knew. I felt extremely awkward but tried not to show it even though i'm sure I did. I just sat down and Destany and I continued to text even though we were right by each other. Zack felt left out because she kept laughing whenever she got a message and I think he had figured out it was me. This is when I started falling in love with her. Sending her funny messages because I loved the sound of her laugh, it made me smile every time. I remember I went there everyday after that just to see her (Because like I said I didn't really know anybody at this point) I remember seeing Zack kiss her and I remember her turning away. I remember watching Zack be an idiot and say things like "Are you mad at me again?" and then just walking off. I remember her being upset, I could see it in her eyes and no one else seemed to notice. I remember talking to her after lunch one day when I could tell she was really upset and trying everything she could to hide it, when everyone left she put her head against the wall and silent tears rolled down her face. I awkwardly tried to comfort her (I've never been good at that) but I tried even though I didn't know what was wrong, I could tell she didn't want to talk about it so I just stood there with her until she was ready to go to class, just to be sure she was okay. Zack had walked away long before then. He is honestly the stupidest person I have ever known, because he didn't realize what he had and now it's too late for him to ever get her back. He was stupid by letting her go, because he will never, ever find someone as good as her. 

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